Today I realized

Today I started to realizing that walking backwards with my moon jacket doesn't make me an astronaut. I start to juggle insane thoughts around in my head and feel like there is no past there is no present. I find good looking woman empowering I live life like there is no tomorrow yet my portfolio suggests I will live 1000 years. I am fire I am Ice I stand confused today I walk throughout time I will shine forever ever in my mind I still look to you. who? I know it's strange I wish i could fly but sometimes i feel wings that don't exist. My best friend passed away today can't stand the rain juggling thoughts throughout the night my last regret the one wish I never suggest the hype. Struggle today tomorrow no rain insane I'm starting to fall apart.